Attention: I had a bad day!

That agitating feeling, the need to get out of your own skin. What is that? and what is happening to me?

I thought there was something wrong, I thought I was having an allergic reaction to my own thoughts. but what I discovered was, I was only trying to escape the moment, to change its features, to make it more into what I expected it to be rather than what it really is. But again, what is that? and why is it happening to me?

No judgement, just love. that was what I felt inside, what I was expressing to the outside world of my own thoughts.

“So you are worried”, I thought to myself. That is okay! Come dear worry and let me sit with you, let me get aquainted and get to know you. What is it that you want and what is it you are trying to tell me?

You know that even our deepest, darkest emotions carry the wisest of messages, the most painful reminders to open our eyes and see reality as is. To face our demons and for once not be scared of them, but familiarize ourselves with them and embrace them in the home of our mind.

I have demons but those are not me. that is the wake up call I got. 

Being human is not a physical experience, being human is a spiritual journey of love, hate, sadness and happiness. Of being water and moving with the flow of life, of going through the bottlenecks and still have the lucidity to know that our way out is by flowing through the bottleneck instead of fighting our way out.

Oh, dear self, dear selves of the world, it’s okay to not be okay that is only a stop in the railway of life.

‘When it hurts observe, life is trying to tell you something’.

-Buddha

Peace & Love,

Sara

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